Wednesday, June 14, 2006
URGH.
I don't wanna study!!
I'm pretty stressed out these few days bcos of the stupid mid years. AARGH.
My life is SO routine and mundane that its scary !
Wake up, school, home.
WTF?
Its the holidays!
Why, why why are there mid years AFTER the damn june holidays?
The holidays are there for a reason, dammit.
And to make things worse, I catch no balls in all my subjects.
Its kinda expected and all since during normal school term, NO effort was put into revision, looking through notes and homework.
So i guess, I only have myself to blame.
I wanna go out and have a nice dose of retail therapy or whatever. I just don't want to be either cooped in school or at home burying my face in my stupid notes. Life's so boring, why make it even more dreadful ! I don't know why am i blogging now, when I should be busy studying away. Its only less than a week more to the exams and my knowledge about any subject? How about a a 2/10 ? Thats freaking pathetic! I'm frustrated at myself, yet I don't wanna study. Damn smart of me. Maybe i should stop lamenting about my pitiful plight and REALLY get down to serious studying. When I say I'm stressed out and worried, I am REALLY worried.
All that useless talks and consolation that I am a 9 pointer and hence I can do it, is seriously bullshit. Bcos right now, I have zero confidence in any of my subjects and I dunno what the hell am i doing wasting my time typing out this entry.
URGH.
DIE, CONFIRM DIE.
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