Monday, September 11, 2006
The thought of losing you has settled in.
I wanted to give you a chance, to prove me wrong.
You sound so different, so cold that i don't recognise you anymore.
Maybe I should have just listened. I thought you weren't what everyone said you'd be.
Sadly, I believed in you. I got annoyed when they disapproved. I persisted even though along the way, things weren't as perfect as it seems.
I want to believe you but the way you're acting, the reasons you give isn't doing you any justice. Stress, committment are those really your reasons?
You hurt me so badly but yet I still wanted to give you a chance. I thought you'd be different, well apparently not.
You say you don't know what I want of you right now. The truth is if you are really sincere and serious about this, you'll do something. Don't fucking say you're sorry you hurt me when you continue doing so.
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