Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Lucky hello pandas, words of encouragement, futile study sessions, short bus rides, watching stupid movies, sitting by the river, petty quarrels, browsing through comics and just the company. I wish I could bring it all back. So many questions, I wish I could ask. So many things, I wish I could do to make the going less tough. So many secrets, I wish I could share to bring back the past.
Sometimes I wish that I could show that I care. But I know I can't. I never meant to run or hide. It is all suppressed inside and it doesn't seem to fade. Everytime I think its over, it comes back again. I'm sick of feeling this way, sick of how immature and irritating I've become. But somehow I can't help but feel this way. Blurred images, random flashbacks they keep getting me. I just hope you're happy. Happier than before.
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