Sunday, February 18, 2007
Sometimes words are hard to find
I'm looking for that perfect line,
To let you know you're always on my mind
I wish I could say that I'm not bothered. But I know that I'd be lying if I said so.
Avoiding the issue and pretending not to care, just makes it even worse. I never knew that this would affect me so badly. I thought that if I chose not to speak about it or mention it, this feeling would just slowly dissipate. I was wrong. I'm always wrong. Always pushing those thoughts to the back of my mind and hoping that one day it'll all turn to light, was the only way I hoped things would get better.
Today's really one of those bad days where I should just be left alone. I'm sorry if I've been moody and easily irritated the past few days. Honestly, I really do not like feeling this way.
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