Friday, April 20, 2007
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
Been trying to sort out my thoughts lately, trying to set my life back on track. With endless remedials, clocking hours in the library, skipping 4 out of 5 breaks, tuition and being perpetually grounded, I'm really not too sure how long I can last. I'm not complaining, I just need a space to whine. I've just been too bogged down these days with incessant recurring thoughts that I just wish I could just forget it all away. I don't like waking up every morning with a heavy head, wake up every morning with the same recurring thought and wake up every morning thinking of what I thought of, the day before. I wish it all away. The lack of outlet to release all this pressure and whining is probably taking a toll on me. What I really need now, I really want to whine, I really feel like crying and screaming and I wish I could just cry in somebody's arms. I wish you could just tell me everything's worthwhile. I'm so irritating and I'm such a baby. :(
