I often asked if it was me, until a point where I convinced myself that it was just me. Somehow when it comes to you, all the faults just lie with me. I never blamed you for anything. I never tried to make things any difficult. I never tried to question. I never tried to show anything. All I wanted, was to be happy. Is that too much to ask for?

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Anyway, happy 18th birthday Pearl and Majella. :) My two favouritest friends, thanks for always being such sweeties and being there for me all the time. And I'm really sorry I was being such a spoiler yesterday. I really hope ya'll enjoyed your bday, we'll have post-bday soon! Mwah

Pearl: Bffae haha I modified it. Figure it out yourself. Anw, haha yknw what thanks for your tummy yst. Nice and squishy to lie on. But too bad I couldn't use it to hide forever. We'll go out soon k miss-i-have-too-many-projects-and-exams! We still need to get high and go shopping, eat our pete's place, have more sleepovers, more heart to hearts, milo under the stars, laugh at your dancing, more roadtrips overseas and I miss doing silly things with you. We hardly meet and talk nowadays but you do know that I'm always there for you, forever and always. Call me up soon, love you.

4am

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All I'm asking of you is not to write me off just yet.

It's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you